Reality never accepted him because..”he wasn’t good enough for it”…So he chose fantasy-A place where no would judge him for who he was, A place he created.
A place where the sun felt warm and the clouds provided just the necessary shade.
A place good enough for him.
He was a god there with his almighty power.He could be anyone,he could build anything,he could have everything, everything but “friends”.
He became a god who lived in a lonely heaven.