Beginning,Ending-which one comes the first?

I hate to admit it but the truth  is that I still haven’t been able to forget her…Not completely at least.

The memories of us together has faded but the feelings are still same.

Feelings that are even more hard to explain,too complex for me to understand myself.

Even though everything has ended it rather feels like the beginning.

Where I have no memory but feelings and an urge to ask you out again.

It’s like a deja vu,I am being able to like the same moment twice in my life but maybe this time we may be able to work things together,maybe this time the “we” will last forever.

So I want to ask you out again but I fear just as much I feared the first time of you saying “no”.

Who knows maybe our beginning starts with our end.

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